Pressure

04th April 2009 ~ unforeseen

Yesterday is Good Friday public holiday, myself at home rest and night received the guy phone call me, tell me tomorrow Saturday maybe go in JB makan seafood also asking whether me free join together. He told me with my colleague sister and friends together coming in.
Yes i agree tomorrow appointment. On the phone he joking me talk can see and know what I'm doing now? He say me online now, me surprised!! I'm know he just guest, but is true mind online now. He say me didn't give him my msn address, i'm told him he didn't asking me.
Night i dreamed you... alot ours together memory. Today wake-up myself feel to pressure today conform go out with the guy. Don't know is my think too much or what? But i'm feel no happy because of you... In the end i'm sms the guy cancel the appointment, i don't want myself no happy and pressure. I'm know the guy character a bit same you, but i don't want myself unforeseen.