10st May 2008 (Saturday) Sad 伤心
About last 2 weeks, Me like crazy people because of you... I'm can't control myself, also can't be able to eat, sleep, cry... even does give out myself. My life like dark, negative and become emaciated. Me can't find any answer and don't why you suddenly change. Never give any answer and don't want face to face explain, even does phone and SMS no reply.
It's ours difficult face to face talk? Why you need use others people to stimulate me, I'm know you just need me don't disturb you anymore. But it's can avoid explain to me everything? I'm can't find the answer to persuade myself, because you never settle anything and the answer still there. Is you scare to face me or face yourself or scare can't control your loving me problem, maybe this answer in you heart know.
First you already starting, why suddenly change your mind? I'm suddenly can't taking, my heart allot question but don't know how... I'm still find answer for you, can let my heart quiet but final can't. I'm know you side allot things need settle and no certainty of the future. But...
两个星期前，我有如疯子一样。因为你。。。。。。我不能控制自己，甚至于睡不好、吃不下、不时哭泣。我的人生有如进入黑暗一面，放弃自己、日月消瘦。。。。。。我一直找不到‘答案’，为什么你要这样来对待我。不给予任何解释与面对面出来谈谈，甚至于连电话与简讯都不回复。
难道面对面谈有多么困难吗？为什么要把其他的人牵连下去，你只不过是要我知难而退。难道这样一来就可以避免面对我和说明一切吗？我真的找不到很好的理由来說服自己，只因你没有解决问题的存在。是你不能面对着我还是你害怕面对你自己？害怕你自己不能如此潇洒去出对我的情感，我想这个答案只有你自己才知道。
当初你既然开始了，为什么突然间选择跳出？让我错手不急，也无法接受事实。心中无数的疑问，但有不知要如何。。。。。。我一直为你找个理由，好让我心平静最终还是没有办法。我知道你有很多问题等着你必须处理，也没有把握明天会是如何。但是。。。。。。
About last 2 weeks, Me like crazy people because of you... I'm can't control myself, also can't be able to eat, sleep, cry... even does give out myself. My life like dark, negative and become emaciated. Me can't find any answer and don't why you suddenly change. Never give any answer and don't want face to face explain, even does phone and SMS no reply.
It's ours difficult face to face talk? Why you need use others people to stimulate me, I'm know you just need me don't disturb you anymore. But it's can avoid explain to me everything? I'm can't find the answer to persuade myself, because you never settle anything and the answer still there. Is you scare to face me or face yourself or scare can't control your loving me problem, maybe this answer in you heart know.
First you already starting, why suddenly change your mind? I'm suddenly can't taking, my heart allot question but don't know how... I'm still find answer for you, can let my heart quiet but final can't. I'm know you side allot things need settle and no certainty of the future. But...
两个星期前，我有如疯子一样。因为你。。。。。。我不能控制自己，甚至于睡不好、吃不下、不时哭泣。我的人生有如进入黑暗一面，放弃自己、日月消瘦。。。。。。我一直找不到‘答案’，为什么你要这样来对待我。不给予任何解释与面对面出来谈谈，甚至于连电话与简讯都不回复。
难道面对面谈有多么困难吗？为什么要把其他的人牵连下去，你只不过是要我知难而退。难道这样一来就可以避免面对我和说明一切吗？我真的找不到很好的理由来說服自己，只因你没有解决问题的存在。是你不能面对着我还是你害怕面对你自己？害怕你自己不能如此潇洒去出对我的情感，我想这个答案只有你自己才知道。
当初你既然开始了，为什么突然间选择跳出？让我错手不急，也无法接受事实。心中无数的疑问，但有不知要如何。。。。。。我一直为你找个理由，好让我心平静最终还是没有办法。我知道你有很多问题等着你必须处理，也没有把握明天会是如何。但是。。。。。。
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