Friday, August 25, 2006

心想放假

昨天傍晚放工回家梳洗后,到‘细佬’(广东音)他家拜神(刚好农历润七月初一)。在‘细佬’你家告诉我,有关你“家家有本难念的经”的诉苦和你即将回到本地工作的事情。回到以前我们一起在新加坡工作的公司。那间公司现在在新山烈光镇工厂开设分行,你会回来新山工作。‘细佬’你告诉我细节已经谈妥,薪金方面与新币比较下高出一些。我为你高兴,毕竟在自己国家工作好过在国外多了很多。如:EPF,SOSCO,时间方面等等。。。。。。而且,你现在还要照顾你自己的‘小佬哥’(广东音)和你的家人等方面问题,回来何尝是一件好事。
‘细佬’你问起我,为什么不考虑回来新山工作?回到之前公司分行工作,工作地点靠近我俩住处,来回也不到5分钟时间。而且,有更多更好时间性安排自己的东西等等问题。‘细佬’我何尝不想回来新山工作。只是种种原因一再延误。。。。。。其实,以前已经有几位从新加坡回到家乡工作朋友,也曾经问我是否有打算及时回来自己国家工作的问题?但是,大家也知道为什么从老远的家乡来到新加坡工作吧!因为三餐溫饱,兑换和薪金方面高过我国等等问题。。。。。。
其实,‘细佬’你知道我最近工作方面不开心,所以希望我可以回来家乡工作,压力也没有那么大吧!最近以来真的不管在工作,感情方面等烦恼非常多。心真的好累,好想呐喊,好想痛哭一场。现在的我真的好想放下包袱,独自个人到出去国外走走。有人说“休息是为了走更长远的路”,也让自己充电学习更多东西。我想答案一定“是”吧!心真的好想放假。

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

My Dearest,
Just as a wave is lifted by the shore,
Then breaks across the slowly rising sand,
So as I watch you weep my feelings pour
Across the wash of what I understand.
I wish I could just take you in my arms
And all your pain could melt into my chest,
And all the violence of passing storms
Could pass through me and finally come to rest.
No words can set things right or presence lend
A miracle to light your darkened way,
But there is solace in a loving friend
And comfort in what I don't have to say.
Whatever circumstance you cannot bear,
Just turn to me, and you will find me there.

No matter what are you bothering now or later my shoulder will always let you count on...remember my quote,my favorite quote..."Life Is Short,Making Sweet.."
No metter what you had made the decision and who's you want to be with just don't let youself be regret...
Let yourself be free when you are tired...don't struggle and pretending you still can handle all these... it will make youself more worst..
Love,sErena (*@*)